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Title: Becoming Judas
Author: darkstar (clone347@aol.com)
Rating: strong pg-13
Classification: see part
one
Disclaimer: see part
one, the song 'Round Here is the property of the band
Counting Crows and I'm just quoting genuis when i use it.
Summary: see part one
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becoming judas 7/12
darkstar
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'Round here she's always on my mind
'Round here, we've got lots of time.....
'Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
'Round here, she's slipping through my hands.
- 'Round Here
Counting Crows
*************
She was crying again.
Scully never cried. At least never before, when
they were running but running free. When they
found the bodies of her families, she broke down enough
to let him hold her for a few minutes, but that was all.
She was crying now. He could hear her in the
darkness, less than five feet away from him. It wasn't
hard to make the connections- she had been returned
from an interrogation earlier that afternoon. In some
ways he had expected tears, but not any of the...other...
behavior.
Over the past two months she had gone from
worse to unbelievable. Now she rarely talked, or slept, and
it
was no small accomplishment to get her to eat. Trader
had racked his merchandise for fruit and other tempting
items, but Scully refused. Politely, almost regretfully,
but firmly. Sometimes Mulder would win out, and she
would eat. Sometimes she wouldn't give in at all.
But that wasn't the worst of it. She was avoiding him,
trying to find excuses to be alone. Even when they
were together she wasn't really there- her face was
always blank and her eyes vacant, like she was
somewhere very far away. When he tried to talk, she
would tell him she was fine. When he tried to hold her
hand, she would pull away. Sometimes she would
scream.
There were bad days and there were horrible days.
The latter usually fell right before and after an
interrogation. Scully would sit against the wall, rocking
back and forth with her hands covering her ears,
whispering to someone it seemed only she could see in
a voice thick with hatred.
Something was choking her from the inside out
and try as he might, Mulder had no idea what. On second
thought, that was only partially true. Pavlov certainly
had something, more than likely everything, to do with
it. And while Mulder had turned the camp upside
down for an answer, not even Mastof seemed to
know. Whatever the alien was doing to Scully, it was
intensely private.
The implications terrified him.
He chose not to dwell on them. It was hard
enough to lay in the dark and know she was hurting
alone. The first time he had heard her crying, Mulder
had tried to comfort her. Big mistake. She had
seemed angry, almost furious with him for disturbing
her. His presence, she had told him in no uncertain
terms, did more harm than good so would he kindly
leave before he hurt her anymore.
He was hurting her ? No, that couldn't be true.
Scully was angry, but not entirely with him. Perhaps
with herself, perhaps with the person who was
doing this to her. Whatever the reason, it had to stop.
They had to leave her alone or they would drive her
out of her mind.
Mulder knew what he had to do. If Pavlov was
causing this, then Pavlov would have to be taken out.
<Now that's a brilliant idea...> A little voice inside
his head challenged him. <Try and assassinate the
head interrogator right in his own office. Not that
you could get your hands on a stiletto.> He sighed.
It was the truth. Pavlov was untouchable, at least for now.
If only he knew *what* he was doing to her.
If only he knew how to get her to speak to him.
If only......
*************
Night paled to morning before Scully could notice
the difference. The time of day made little difference.
She didn't sleep anymore. If she slept, she let her guard
down and he could read her dreams... The assault was
constant now, battering against the walls of her sanity
with a dreadful and frightening intensity. If she stepped
outside of the dark prison of her mind for one moment,
Scully knew she would appear on the brink of
destruction. But she could not step away from the battle,
not even to pull herself away from the edge.
Was that Pavlov's intent ? To push her over and
then pick his information out from the pieces that
remained after she hit rock bottom ?
Scully didn't know. It had long ago sunk in that
she was fighting an enemy she had no chance at
defeating. Now all that remained was survival, and the
desperate will not to lose what was left of herself to
the monster. She was almost willing to end her life
herself if it would get his voice out of her head,
keep him from pawing over her most treasured thoughts
like they were cheapened baubles.
The idea had merit. End a pointless life with an
honorable death. Attempt an escape. Fight very bravely
and die very quickly. Then Pavlov could never touch
her again. Mentally or otherwise.
Scully was not that selfish. She held the fireband
of life deep against her bosom, embracing the pain
for one thing and one thing only. She was not blind.
If she died, Mulder would die with her. He had poured
so much of himself into keeping her alive, it was a
small wonder he had any energy left at all.
Which was why she could not let him help her now.
It was her battle, her mind, and she would not
be turned into some parasite, sucking the life out of
him until he became as drained as she was. Pavlov was
that kind of parasite. He feed off her fears and crushed
her hopes.
She knew this was hurting Mulder. She had seen
the sadness in his eyes every time she told him she
was fine, which she wasn't, or pulled away from
his touch, which was almost a reaction by now.
Her allergy to human contact must be another by-product
of the torture. And it was torture, more painful than anything
her body had gone through. Scully could stand a lot
in her body as long as her mind was intact. But take
away her spirit, and she was lost. She supposed it
was a small victory that it had taken Pavlov two months
to whittle her defenses down, but the thrill was
overshadowed by the agony of inevitable defeat.
Mulder didn't know. His mind was safe, his
beautiful, intelligent soul, and she was going to keep
it that way even if she destroyed herself in the process.
Scully knew she was going down but she wasn't
taking him with her.
Not this time.
<Good morning, Dana...> His voice was back,
the starting gun for the battle of the day. <I couldn't
help but notice you didn't sleep. Is something wrong ?>
<Get out of my head you monster.>
He laughed again. <Oh but I'm so comfortable
now. You can't ask me to leave when I'm so deep
inside you.> Pavlov emphasized the last few words and
she could feel the evil of his smile.
<Aren't you starting a little early this week ?>
<Not at all. In fact, I think you'll be dropping by
this afternoon. I just can't keep the anticipation down
any longer.>
<And what anticipation would that be ?>
<Of my victory, of course. The guards will be by
at noon.>
Scully closed her eyes and put her hands over
her ears. It didn't help, but she could pretend it did and
illusions were all she had left anyway.
***************
"Trader, we need to talk." Mulder sat down beside
him. "About Scully."
"You know as much as I do." Trader concentrated
on
the watch he fixing more out of an excuse not to pay
attention to Mulder than anything else. Lying didn't
sit well with him, but he had promised Scully. "She's
losing it, man. I've seen it happen a hundred times
before. They can't handle it so they just put the world
on pause."
"That's not her." he said. "She's not that
kind of
person."
"Nobody is, Mulder. Not until it happens."
Mulder watched Trader's face carefully, particularly
his eyes. Something was being left out, something
he wasn't supposed to know. "Tell me again what
happened during my three weeks solitary."
"I told you. We went about our business, she
got taken to an interrogation, we went to see you,
bartered for supplies..."
"Back up to the interrogation. Did she tell you
anything, *anything* at all that might can explain why
this started?"
Trader shook his head and opened his mouth to
continue the lie when Scully walked into the courtyard.
He couldn't help but notice the way her ribs poked
through the cloth, or the dark circles ringing her haunted
eyes. <Sorry Scully, but this is for your own good.>
"Actually there was something." He put down the
watch and looked at Mulder. "She didn't want me to
tell you, but she was really sick after the first
interrogation."
"Sick?" The word "cancer" came to mind
with a
vengeance and Mulder prayed that wasn't the case.
"Nosebleeds ?"
"No, I mean *sick* sick. She must have thrown
up everything she had eaten the past week. She
was really messed up. Wouldn't tell me what happened,
but said she had to see you. It was about two days before
you got out."
"Before did you notice her acting any way like she
does now?"
"Now that you mention it, no. Not at all. It's like
she's a whole different person."
Mulder couldn't help but feel relieved that it was
probably *not* cancer but joint with that came the
knowledge that it was something directly related to
Pavlov and his interrogations. Now that he knew for
sure, he could take the offensive and find out why.
Before it was too late.
"I need to see the warden." he said.
"Not again, man." Trader shook his head. "
*You*
may have forgotten the last time we burst into his office,
but *I* spent most of the night hiding in a storage cellar
with very large, very unfriendly rats. Not a good thing."
"No," Mulder smiled ruefully. "I mean how
do I
make an appointment?"
"Simple, you go find his secretary and tell her that
you need to see the warden as soon as possible. Give
her this-" Trader slipped him a bar of chocolate. "And
say it's an emergency, that you'd like in today. It's
all nice, clean, and no one gets hurt."
"Where is the secretary's office?"
"Right next door to the warden's. Although I would
avoid the guards if possible. They might still remember
the last time you charged in like the wrath of God."
"I'll be sure to."
Mulder knocked on the plain, unmarked door next
to Mastof's office, hoping that he had the right place.
After a moment, a pleasant enough female voice called
him to come in. He opened the door, shutting it
carefully behind him, then looked up to see
who he had to bribe.
And was promptly shocked speechless. The woman
sitting behind the desk, her long brown hair done up
in a neat bun and her face formed into a question at
his expression was a Samantha. Not the Samantha. He
knew he would never be *that* lucky. But it looked
like her and it was enough to knock him off his feet
until she spoke again.
"May I help you...sir??"
"Oh yeah...." Mulder cleared his throat and approached
the desk. "I need to see the warden."
"State your prison number and reason for admittance
please."
Mulder glanced down at his wrist. "Prisoner number
8312075 in regards to a private situation." He placed
the bar of chocolate in front of her. "A very urgent
private situation."
The Samantha looked down at the gift then back up
at Mulder. "Is this a bribe?"
"No. It's a gift."
She smiled in an expression that reminded him of
the real Samantha when she was about to scold him.
"I'm sorry. I don't take that kind of gifts." She
watched
him for a moment more. "But I can get you in at noon
regardless."
"Thank you." Mulder returned her smile with one
of his own, even genuine. As he turned to go, her voice
called after him.
"Do I know you?" she asked him, a somewhat
puzzled look on her face. "You look familar..."
This time his smile was a little sad. "No, I don't
think you do. Good day." He walked out the door and
down the hall, already planning what he would say to
Mastof.
In fact he was so deep in thought he didn't notice
the way her face fell when he answered her, like
someone who expected bad news but hated to hear it
all the same.
*************
"Come in, come in." Pavlov's voice beckoned her
through the shadows, and she could see him standing
under the lamp, his hands on the back of the chair.
"Please, sit." Scully stood at the door just long
enough
to contradict him, then walked into the light and sat
down. The handcuffs clamped in their familiar places,
and the final chess match was now in session.
"You know, I really must tell you how much I've
enjoyed our time together. It is so hard these days
to find a worthy adversary, one left with enough
spirit to provide a true challenge."
"If you and your kind didn't suck the life out of
the world, you'd find more."
"Dana, Dana, Dana, you still don't understand, do
you ? This world is ours. The people have settled into
our rule. Among them *you* are the disease, the
cancer. Only when those like yourself learn to accept
the lives we so generously leave you with will society
began to move on."
Scully had neither the time nor the energry for a
debate, so she tuned him out, withdrawing to her last
stronghold of thought to prepare it for the assault. It
took Pavlov only moments to recognize that he no
longer had her interest, and his footsteps echoed in the
emptiness of the room as he moved to his customary
place behind her. His hands closed around her temples
and it all began again.
*************
"What are you letting him do to Scully ?"
No sooner had Mulder's foot landed inside the
door to Mastof's office than the question jumped out
of his mouth as it had a mind of its own. "I need to
know."
"Ah. Mulder." Mastof looked up from his paperwork,
ignoring the subject. "At least you made an appointment
this time."
"He's *killing* her! And I want to know how."
Mastof leaned back in his chair. "I don't know."
he
said. "He's above me, I can't help you."
"Certainly you know something. Anything. You're
the warden."
"Yes, Mulder, I am the warden and he is a specially
sent Interrogator with authority so far above mine I
am nothing more than an errand boy as long as he is here."
"I refuse to believe that."
"Well believe it." He stood to his feet, walking
until
he stood in front of Mulder. "I've helped you twice
already, but now you can help me. Give him the
information. Do you think I actually *like* watching
her or you or anyone else be turned into a zombie ?
You knew the risks when you signed onto the battle
and it was just your hard luck to pick the wrong side."
"Does that mean you won't help me?"
"No, Mulder." Mastof said. "It means I can't.
Not
until you wise up and start cooperating. And until
you're ready to do that, I suggest you spend your time
somewhere else besides my office. Am I clear?"
"Like a bell." Mulder said. "I suppose the
mistake
was mine, *sir*, in expecting you to behave like a
human just because you used to be one."
The words hit home with a vengeance as Mastof
watched Mulder exit the room without so much as
another glance. <Used to be one.> Was it really true?
He stood in front of the window in his office, a large
sheet of plate glass taking up most of the western wall,
and watched his reflection stare back at him. After a
few moments his gaze wandered down to the courtyard
below, to the prisoners going about their task. Mastof
had often watched them, using it as a reminder of how
fortunate he was to be spared their fate.
Now he wondered if he had really come out on
top.
*************
Scully gritted her teeth as another stab of phantom
pain skewed the back of her mind. It was all she could do
to keep from screaming as the tension within her head
built like a mutated version of a headache. One by one
she had watched Pavlov knock her barriers aside like
they were paper instead of stone. The chinks and gaps
in her defenses were too many to patch up.
Five minuted ago he had attacked her queen, the
memories of Emily's death. She stood inside the door,
pushing with all the dead weight of the junk memories
she had left to keep him out. His voice showed the
strain as he tried to break into the thought.
<I....will....beat you.....human....>
<You will fail.>
There was a silence and a moment's lessening of
the battle's intensity that she should have taken as
a warning. An instant later, a very real, very tangible
hand stuck her savagely across the face, and she felt
the warm sticky flow of blood begin to gush out of
her nose. The pain rushed around her like some howling
demon, snapping her concentration only at the moment
of impact.
That was all he needed. With a triumphant shout
he returned to her mind, knocking the door and her
junk memories aside. She was frozen, helpless, while
he threw the images in her face as he followed the path
closer and closer toward the prize.
<Dana....she needs your help. She needs you
Dana....go to her....>
<According to this...I am Emily's mother....>
<Why didn't you call me sooner? Because I
couldn't believe it....>
<Why would they do this to me?>
<She's gone into a coma....>
Then came the coffin, pictures of a cross lost in
a sea of sand. <Who are these men, who would create
a life whose only hope was to die?>
The question unfroze Scully, and she blinked to
shatter the past, then raced ahead of Pavlov to the
last of her strongholds. He had captured Emily. Her
queen was dead and now one solitary knight remained
alone on the battlefield, standing in brave protection
of the king.
Memories of Mulder surrounded the precious
information, and she stood among them as his forces
swept down in their final attack. It came with the raw
power of a thunder storm, battering at her from all
directions. He would race down one path, slam into
the barrier, then race down another and do the same.
And though the memories stood strong, each fresh
blow drove old weakness to new heights. Scully felt
her resolve weaken and knew Pavlov did too.
<Checkmate, Dana. Surrender and I will leave you
with your mind....it is the only way you can survive....>
Scully threw her head back in open defiance.
She would not let him win. She would not let him have
Mulder. The battle came to a dead stop, like the eerie
peace of the eye of a hurricane, as she felt him gather
his attack and focus it for one final run. As she
marshalled her strength to play the only card she had
left. With a sound like the roar of a train run amok,
Pavlov rushed her walls. She paused, waiting with her
head high and eyes glowing as he drew ever closer
until she could taste his triumph.
And she pulled her walls down, sealing herself
and the answers about the rebellion deep within the
rubble of her mind. Above she could hear his scream
of abject frustration, feel him dig useless through the
debris. A tiny smile graced her lips as she fell of her
own free will into oblivion. As she threw the battle,
sacrificing herself, to save the war.
Another vicious slap drew her right back out. Scully
opened her eyes to see Pavlov's face, turned inside
out with hatred, inches from her own. "This is *not*
over." he hissed, undoing her handcuffs. "You have
destroyed the only thing that makes you who you are.
I will use that to destroy you." His hands closed around
her shoulders, pulling her up and out of the chair. With a
roar that sounded more alien than anything else, he hurled
her through the air. Her body cried out in silent protest
as it slammed into the door. She crumpled to the floor,
the sudden emptiness of her mind crashing in around her
as she tried to disassociate the pain.
"Get out." he hissed. "Go salvage your sanity."
Scully pushed herself to her feet, reeling back again
the door as she did so. The nausea was back, worse
than even the first time. She opened the door and
didn't even bother to shut it because this time she was
going to walk away. There was nothing more to be
afraid of. Pavlov had thrown his best at her and she had
beaten him back.
Only now, as she racked her brain for memories
of Mulder or life before or anything but found only
nothing, she doubted that she was truly the winner.
The inside of her stomach began to lurch toward
her mouth very quickly and she had to run behind a
building in order to make it before the
vomiting started. The convulsions of her stomach
left her on her knees as she threw up what little
food she had. Unlike the first time, her body couldn't
be convinced to stop when it was empty, and she
continued to retch until she was coughing up blood.
It mixed with the blood from her nose until all she
could taste was it's metallic saltiness, which made her
even sicker. She rolled to her side, not caring if she
landed in the stuff.
A pair of strong arms caught her before she hit
the ground. She looked up to see who it was, and
through the red tint of the world she could make out
Mulder, holding her up despite the blood that was
running down his arms and staining his shirt.
Mulder supported her as gently as he could,
holding her hair back when she turned her face away
from him just as another mouthful of blood hit the dirt.
The sour smell of bile hit his senses, making him gag
on reflex. He shifted his arms around to get a better grip
around her. She could be angry at him all she wanted to later,
but he wasn't going to leave her alone this time.
"Make it stop..." her voice was weak, a whisper
around the gagging in her throat. "Make him stop...."
The note of pleading in her tone was something he
had never heard before, and it scared him
more than the blood. He wished he could find an
answer to give her. Visions of Pavlov melting into a
tiny puddle of green goo and then him and Scully
stepping in it danced through his head as he held her
until she finished spitting up blood. After a few added
moments of dry heaves, she lay motionless in his arms,
too weak to do much more.
Her eyes were vacant once again as she stared up
into the sky, but her hand rested in his. Mulder wiped
the area of her nose and mouth clean with his sleeve,
feeling sick himself but ignoring the sensation.
<Make it stop...> He couldn't shake the simple
desperation in her voice as he lifted her off the ground
to carry her back into the barracks. <Make him stop...>
He wished he knew how.
***********
Pavlov watched Mulder walk across the courtyard,
carrying Scully as he went. Behind him on his desks lay
transcripts of Mulder's last five sessions, each one
more punishing than the last. But still the human held on.
It had been something of a puzzle to his mind until now.
Dana was the key. He suspected it all along, but the
battle he had fought and lost had drawn his attentions
away from the obvious. Now that she had been shattered,
Mulder would be looking for a way to put the pieces
back together.
All he had to do was offer one.
*************
Mulder was having an increasingly hard time
keeping the fury boiling inside him from exploding out.
He had spent all of last night holding what was left of
Scully in his arms, as if he was the only thing that kept
her together. Maybe he was, he didn't know. He was
certain, however, that the man who wanted to see him
was responsible for it.
Pavlov had called for him to meet him in his office..
Until now Mulder had thought he knew what hatred
was. He thought he had hated. But nothing he had ever
felt before compared to the way his hot anger cooled to
hard steel when the door opened and he found himself
face to face with the alien.
"Come in and have a seat, Mulder." his voice was
syrupy was false cheer that Mulder hoped he would
choke on.
"I prefer to stand."
"As you wish," Pavlov said. He stayed in his
seat for a moment longer and then rose to his feet. "We
won't be here long, anyway."
"I take it this isn't an interrogation."
"You are correct in assuming that. I've been reading
the transcripts of your last few interrogations, and I must
applaud you. Your resistance to our methods has been
exemplary."
"Is that so."
"Yes. My attentions as of late have been..." He
couldn't quite keep the smile off his face. "Elsewhere,
but I'm sure you know that. Today I thought you might
like a change of pace. Come with me."
"And if I don't want to?"
"Oh let's not be unpleasant, shall we?" He opened
a door in the back of his office and motioned for Mulder
to walk through. "You should consider this a privilege.
No mere prisoner has seen what you are about to. It
is normally reserved for those with power, influence.
Think of it as an honor."
Mulder didn't answer as they walked down a dimly
lit corridor into a part of the building he didn't even
know existed. His mind was occupied with the twin tasks
of trying to figure out what Pavlov was up to and resisting
the temptation to attack the man while he had a chance.
Before he could reach a conclusion on either matter,
they arrived at a plain wooden door guarded by one
sentry with the biggest AK-47 Mulder had ever seen.
The guard stiffened to attention when he saw Palov.
Mulder noted with mild interest that it was a Kurt
Crawford clone.
<Whatever they do in here, they don't even want
the human guards knowing...>
"This is KC-371." Pavlov said. "He will be
your
escort once we are inside." He nodded to the clone,
who stepped forward and snapped pair of handcuffs
around his wrist then attached the other side to Mulder's.
"Oh so this is kind of a look but don't touch thing?"
he asked Pavlov. "Or are you just afraid I'll bolt."
"Let's just say that you might find some of this
a little unsettling. We can't have you causing
trouble."
He walked through the door and the Crawford clone
pulled Mulder after him. The outer door led through
a short, dark foyer to another door bursting at the seams
with light. Mulder could heard a muffled thud that
sounded almost like a gavel on wood. He was going to
see a trial?
They walked through the second door and that idea
vanished quickly. He found himself standing near
the back of a room filled with a number of
high-ranking Enforcer and military officials, not to
mention several faces of his old Consortium enemies.
One face in particular drew his interest, surrounded by
a cloud of smoke as he gazed with interest at the
center of the room.
In fact, they all were staring at the center of the
room.
Mulder became aware of the banter of an auctioneer
and suddenly decided he didn't want to see anything
more. By this time he had no choice- Pavlov and the
clone had already pulled him to the very front of the
crowd. His stomach curled into a mixture of hate
and anger and disgust. A girl not a day over fourteen
stood in the center of the room, her head bowed as the
men cast their bids on her. A black metal collar was
connected by chain to shackles on her wrists and ankles.
Now that he was closer, he could hear what the
auctioneer was saying.
"Oh come now gentlemen, only thirty-two hundred?
Certainly she's worth more than that. A fine young
specimen, not even here a week. She has a clean bill
of health and she's fresh off the press gentleman. Who
wants to be the first to own this lovely young woman?"
Hands were raised, bids called out, until the gavel
beat the closing of the deal at thirty-five hundred.
The girl's new owner, a man wearing a military
uniform with a sagging paunch and beady black eyes,
stepped forward, grabbing the girl's chin and pulling
her face up. Unabashed fear glowed from her eyes as
he stroked the skin of her face with his finger. When
she tried to pull away, the man knocked her to the floor
with one sweep of his fist.
Mulder moved forward to teach him a thing or
two about the bad ethics of hitting girls but the handcuffs
yanked him back. He could only watch in helpless
frustration as the girl lay on the floor, sobbing softly
to herself as two more Crawford clones removed her
from the room.
"Where is she going?" he asked Pavlov, even
though it meant talking to him.
"Oh, no sales are final until authorized by the
warden. It's just a technicality really, to make sure
that it's all legal." he held up his hand to silence
Mulder's retort. "You'll want to pay attention. I think
the next piece of merchandise will be of interest to
you."
The realization of his truth was like a guillotine-
first painful and then numb as the shock fully set in.
A door to the left of the room was opening.... <No
it can't be.....he wouldn't dare.> He had dared. The
room was silent in expecation. Or was it just his own
senses magnifying the clank of chains and thud of
footsteps as the next "merchandise" into the room?
<He's bluffing...he's not going to makemewatchthis...
not *this*> The last word stopped cold as she walked
into the room. Mulder almost succeeded in convincing
himself that there was someone else in the camp with
her build, her carriage.
Then she lifted her head to meet the room and his
heart stopped.
It was Scully.
There was no denying her face, the quiet pride that
shone for her eyes as she stood as tall as the chains
would allow her. A ripple of whispers spread
across the room, and Mulder wanted to scream long and
loud and drown them out. Yes, she was beautiful in the
way that drove men insane when matched with her
strength. But she was not any man's *possession* She was
not a thing to be gawked at and whispered about and
bid upon.
She was something to die for and he had never
felt it so keenly as the moment her eyes hit his.
<Don't look at me like that Mulder.> Scully sent
her wish into from the silence of her mind into the
racket of his, almost believing he could hear her. She
had determined she would be strong before she ever
set foot in the room, that she would walk as a human and
not as a slave, but this only reinforced it. She didn't
know why he was here, until her eyes made it to
down to the silver bracelet, followed it to the guard
and noticed Pavlov standing over the whole thing like
head demon.
Until now she hadn't been sure if she was strong
anymore, if she could be. But she had the motivations
of hate and love and sheer defiance that she recognized
as integral parts of herself thought long lost in Pavlov's
chair. They kept her standing up straight as the
auctioneer began again.
"Up next we have something for those of you
man enough to want a challenge." Somewhere in the
room someone laughed and Mulder wanted to strangle
him. "She's ex-resistance, but just look at her. A
little of the belt and she'll add fire to anyone's life.
Who'll start the bidding at twenty-five hundred ?"
"Twenty-five hundred." A young, cocky looking
officer who couldn't keep his eyes off her body
raised his hand.
"Twenty-seven." The same officer who had
bought the girl made the next bid.
Things heated up after that, and the bids flew thick
and fast until Mulder could no longer tell who was
naming what price. Scully didn't seem to notice
them, her eyes filled with the fierce storm of emotion
he had come to recognize from other times when
she had stood up to impossible things.
"Twenty." A voice boomed from the back corner
of the room and silence reigned supreme. Mulder
recognized the voice and obviously the rest of the
room respected it enough not to comment on the
absurdity of offering a bid lower than the last.
"I'm sorry...sir..." The auctioneer himself seemed
a little nervous as the man walked towards the
center of the room. "but the bidding started at
twenty five."
"Twenty *thousand.*." The Cigarette-Smoking Man
breathed a cloud of smoke into the air as a frenzy of
not quite soft enough whispers of amazement filled
the room at his back.
The auctioneer gathered his compsure enough
to pick up his gavel. "The bidding stands at twenty....
thousand.....dollars. Any other bids ?" He didn't
even have to wait for replies that wouldn't come.
"Sold."
The thud of the gavel on the wood told Mulder
that it was written in stone. Scully's eyes were
once more locked inside his, a minute speck of
horror she would only let him see skirting the edges
of her vision. Then the Smoking Man stepped in
front of her and that speck disappeared.
He stared at her for a moment, taking a long
draw of the cancer stick in his mouth, as if to appraise
her true value. His fingers started at her hairline and
ran down the side of her face and neck to her
shoulders. Scully stiffened, ignoring him, choosing
instead to stare over his shoulder at Mulder. From
this short distance she could easily see his body
quivering with a rage kept in check only by
the handcuffs.
The Smoking Man realized she wasn't looking
at him and followed her gaze until he too saw
Mulder. "Has your lover come to wish you farewell?"
he asked. "You know he can be of no help to you
now that you belong to me."
"I belong to no one. Least of all you."
Mulder's gaze was nothing less than murder as he
stared at the old man. His vow of revenge was silent
to all except the halls of his own mind. The Cigarette-
Smoking Man smiled around his cigarette, a very
slow mocking smile.
Turning back to Scully, he crushed the butt of
his cigarette on the side of her neck. Mulder noticed
her flinch, and he shot forward, ready to take the
cigarette and shove it down the man's throat. He made
it two steps before the clone jerked him back again.
The Smoking Man smiled again, and then waved to
the other clones.
"Take her away."
Scully met his gaze one last time, but only for a
moment before she turned and followed the clones
out of the room. Mulder stared after her until the
Crawford began to pull him in the direction of the
door. Right before they left the room, he recognized
another familiar enemy.
Krycek leaned against the wall in a corner, his
hands in the pockets of his leather jacket. When
Mulder saw his eyes he could have sworn he saw
pity, even sympathy. It didn't make sense and the
notion was easy to dismiss in favor of the fresh
supply of hate within him as they walked back to
Pavlov's office.
"Well, how did you like it ?"
"What do you want from me ?" Mulder rubbed
his wrist where the handcuff had left a red circle.
"Ah, the question I'd never thought you'd ask."
Pavlov sat down behind his desk and motioned to
the chair in front of it. "Will you take a seat ?"
Mulder considered refusing, but ended up sitting.
"I know of your record, Mulder. You can be
a tremendous asset to whatever group you align
yourself with. Don't think that because we are
enemies I haven't noticed it."
"Cut the crap and just tell me what you want me
to do."
"Very well. I am prepared to offer you a position
with us. You will have your freedom, money, and
anything else that might cross your mind. Including
her freedom."
"Isn't it a tad late for that?"
"Not at all." Pavlov leaned forward in his desk.
"Remember, the sale has to be approved to be legal.
One word from me and that little scene you watched
never happened. Think about it Mulder. Think where
she's going and then decide if you want to be the one
that sent her there."
"You want me to turn traitor." Mulder believed
what they were asking him more than he believed
the fact that he was actually considering it.
"I've put a delay order on Scully's paperwork.
Take some time and think about it. But not too much
time. Her owner has put considerable pressure on
us to get the legal stuff over with quickly."
"I'll be he has..." Mulder muttered under his
breath.
"Is that all?"
"Yes." Pavlov said. "You may go." He
had seen the
look in Mulder's eyes at the thought of Scully's
freedom. The bait and been set, the trap had been
sprung.
And something told him Mulder would be
back in his office very, very soon.
to be continued... part 8
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