Stargate Atlantis





the weight of water

  • Summary: coda fic for The Water Grinds the Stone
  • Fandom: SGA
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes:
  • Date: 12.29.10
  • Length: 5419 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: coda, established relationship, AU, drama
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Vala Mal Doran
  • Betas: dossier and sian1359
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

row the boat ashore

  • Summary: On Ljósver, Need gifts may be small in the beginning, but grow.
  • Fandom: SGA
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: Green Sea 'verse
  • Date: 12.29.10
  • Length: 6057 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: AU, established relationship
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kanaan, Torren Emmagan, OCs.
  • Betas: sian1359
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

natural reaction

  • Summary: Coda to Unnatural Selection
  • Fandom: SGA
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: With many thanks to Rosiepaw, for writing Imago in this same AU.
  • Date: 12.23.10
  • Length: 4392 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: AU, established relationship, action/adventure, drama
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Matthew Scott, Svetlana Markov, Miko Kusanagi, Teyla Emmagan, Todd (SGA), Radek Zelenka
  • Betas: sian1359 and murron
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

everybody knows

  • Summary: Jack finds out who Jehan really is.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis, Stargate SG-1
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: Coda fic for Gypsies, Tramps, and Thieves
  • Date: 12.19.10
  • Length: 11,467 words
  • Genre: Slash
  • Category: AU, action/adventure, established relationship, sequel
  • Cast: Jehan abd-Ba'al, Jack O'Neill, Meredith McKay, Janet Fraiser, Teal'c, Vala Mal Doran, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Daniel Jackson, Sam Carter
  • Betas: skeddy_cat
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

unnatural selection

  • Summary: Human error, operant conditioning, survival instinct and evolution as horror. An examination of the SGC's failure to anticipate and prevent the losses of Atlantis and the Alterran survey ship Destiny. One year after the first, the second Earth Expedition to Wraith-occupied Atlantis is diverted to the Ancient ship Destiny, struggling to survive with no way home and enemies within, while John Sheppard, considered a traitor by everyone who once knew him, tries to hold onto what humanity he has left and save them all.
  • Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis, Stargate SG-1, Stargate: Universe
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: Graphic violence, character deaths
  • Author Notes:  Written for 2010 Atlantis Big Bang (collected at Archive of Our Own)
  • Date: 9.25.10
  • Length: 165,195 words
  • Genre: Slash, het, gen plot
  • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, Angst, Science Fiction, Horror, Marooned
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Todd the Wraith, Evan Lorne, Larrin Traveller, Dusty Mehra, Radek Zelenka, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Carolyn Lam, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, Camille Wray, Svetlana Markov, Anne Teldy, Ladon Radim, Sora Tyrus, Halling of Athos, Kanaan of Athos, Aiden Ford, Ronald Greer, Vanessa James, Matthew Scott, Ba'al (clone), Volker
  • Betas: dossier, mecurtin, murron, sian1359
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

sheppard's pie

  • Summary: Cooking is just chemistry, so pie should be easy, if Rodney could just figure out what Sheppard wants.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: PG-13
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: Originally McShep Match 2010 Team Play.
  • Date: 8.2.2010
  • Length: Cooking is just chemistry, so pie should be easy, if Rodney could just figure out what Sheppard wants. words
  • Genre: slash
  • Category: romance
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Jennifer Keller, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Torren Emmagan, Kanaan, Radek Zelenka, Evan Lorne
  • Betas: dossier and eretria. (There's a typo in here somewhere and it's not their fault. Everytime I try to fix it, I can't find it. But it's there.)
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

hot potato

  • Summary: A day in the life of John and Rodney, babysitters.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: PG
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: Originally published in Brotherhood #7
  • Date: 5.27.2009
  • Length: 16,787 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: humor
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Torren Emmagan, Richard Woolsey, Radek Zelenka, Evan Lorne
  • Betas: uhm. mecurtin, springwoof, dossier.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

and i in my home again

  • Summary: Torren makes a discovery that reminds Rodney of what they've given up.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: G
  • Warnings: None
  • Author Notes: for murron, in the Green Sea 'verse
  • Date: 4.1.10
  • Length: 1180 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: vignette
  • Cast: Rodney McKay,John Sheppard, Torren Emmagan, Teyla Emmagan, Kanaan
  • Betas: eretria and dossier
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

If You Can't Be With the One You Love

  • Summary: Sheppard and McKay are marooned.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: All
  • Warnings: None
  • Author Notes: written for dragos
  • Date: 4.07.10
  • Length: 15000 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f
  • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Marooned
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Jennifer Keller, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Original Male Character
  • Betas:  dossier
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

Gypsies, Tramps, and Thieves

  • Podfic read by FayJay (pandarus): MP3 zip 1 [521.3 MB, 9:17:49], MP3 zip 2, [516 MB, 9:58:18]
  • Audiobook created by cybel:  M4b Part 1 [291.4 MB, 9:58:18], M4b Part 2 [272.5 MB, 9:17:49]
  • Summary: Vala Mal Doran hijacks the Prometheus along with her partner Jehan and Daniel Jackson convinces them to search for the Lost City of Atlantis.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis, Stargate SG-1
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: Graphic violence, reference to slavery, reference to non-consensual sex, character deaths, graphic torture
  • Author Notes:  Gen plot with mixed het and slash elements. Written from 2009 to 2010, serially, in six parts.
  • Date: 3.21.10
  • Length: 181,045 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f, f/f, gen
  • Category: Action Adventure, Drama, AU, Crossover
  • Cast: Vala Mal Doran, Jehan abd-Ba'al, Meredith McKay, Samantha Carter, Teyla Emmagan, Janet Frasier, Lindsay Novak, Daniel Jackson, Radek Zelenka, Acastus Kolya, Brendan Gall, Eugene Bates, Carson Beckett, Halling of Athos, Kanaan of Athos, Tim Stackhouse, Taskmaster Kell, Melena Dex, Ronon Dex, Tyre, Alice Biro, Sora Tyrus, Ladon Radim, Jack O'Neill, Elizabeth Weir, George Hammond, Ba'al, Qetesh, myriad Original Characters and supporting characters.
  • Betas: dossier, lexstar, sian, mecurtin, and mirabile_dictu.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

killdeer

  • Summary: Jack O'Neill doesn't know what to make of the pirates allied with Atlantis. Shouldn't everyone be happier to see him?
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/SG-1
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: for dragos, a coda fic for gypsies, tramps, and thieves
  • Date: 3.28.10
  • Length: 5813 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f, f/f
  • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, Space Opera, Crossover, AU
  • Cast: Jack O'Neill, Jehan abd-Ba'al, Sam Carter, Thor, Vala Mal Doran, Meredith McKay, Cameron Mitchell, Teal'c
  • Betas: dossier, probably, if I remembered to send it to her.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

The Mute Shepherd

  • Summary: John's never been able to ask for what he wants, but sometimes silence itself is the sin.
  • Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
  • Rating: Mature/R
  • Warnings: partner betrayal
  • Other: Written for meansgirl and the 2009 SGA Secret Santa Exchange
  • Author Notes: I have made free with SG-1 and with names from SGU, which I have never seen an episode of, and adapted things I've heard about it to fit my own idea of how the Stargate 'verse should develop. Do not expect this to conform to canon post SGA OR SG-1's final episodes. Set post-SGA Season Five, so everything before that is fair game. Rodney McKay and Jennifer Keller's canon relationship is referenced.
  • Date: 12.10.2009
  • Length: 34417 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: Angst, Drama, DADT-fic, post-Season Five, Character Study
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Jennifer Keller, Cameron Mitchell, Vala Mal Doran, Teal'c, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Richard Woolsey
  • Betas: dossier, Kat and kate aka kisahawklin 
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

The True Story of When They Went A-Wandering   

  • Summary: It's just like a mission, only not. Team Sheppard tours Pegasus.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: R
  • Warnings: Spoilers up to Inquisition.
  • Author Notes: Written for ceitie in sga_santa 2008.
  • Date: 13.14.08
  • Length: 16290 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: humor, teamfic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Richard Woolsey.
  • Betas: 
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

but the nights are better (out here)   

  • Summary: They find safe harbor at the Winterfair on Ljósver.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: R
  • Warnings: none apply.
  • Author Notes: Written  for mirabile_dictu, dossier, springwoof, and and all my other wonderful betas.
  • Date: 11.23.08
  • Length: 7200 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f
  • Category: futurefic, exile, domestic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kanaan, Torren Emmagan.
  • Betas: 
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

from the edge of the green sea

  • Summary: What a long strange trip it's been and the train just rolls on.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: R
  • Warnings:
  • Author Notes: Companion piece to but the nights are better (out here)
  • Date: 12.31.09
  • Length: 4740 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: futurefic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Kanaan, Ronon Dex, OCs
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

Patchwork

  • Summary: People are all made up of pieces of each other. Sheppard and McKay are just more obvious about it.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: mutilation.
  • Author Notes: Season Five
  • Date: 9.15.08
  • Length: 18500 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: horror, adventure, friendship
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Richard Woolsey, Evan Lorne, Jennifer Keller.
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

They Might Be Giants

  • Summary: Human beings weren't meant for any of the things they're doing here, but they wouldn't be human if they let that stop them.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: 
  • Author Notes: written for the sga_santa 2007
  • Date: 12.09.07
  • Length: ~16000 words
  • Genre: m/m, ot4, polyamorous
  • Category: adventure
  • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Radek Zelenka, Evan Lorne, Katie Brown, Sam Carter, Steven Caldwell, Supporting and Original Characters.
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

The Taste of Apples

  • Summary: It ran through the fingers of his memory.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: character deaths
  • Author Notes: my first SGA story
  • Date: 5.23.05
  • Length: 31320 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: adventure, drama, horror, first contact, teamfic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Aiden Ford, Radek Zelenka, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir
  • Betas: eretria and rez_lo.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

sacrificial drift

  • Summary: Of course it all went south on the third day. The Nsheen
    believe, Sheppard doesn't, and lines are crossed. 
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: Violence
  • Author Notes:
    sequel to The Taste of Apples
  • Date: 5.3.05
  • Length: 32,126 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, First Time, Angst
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Aiden Ford, Teyla Emmagan, Bates, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir
  • Betas: eretria and rez_lo
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

The Water Grinds the Stone

  • Summary: War and peace, ebb and flow, love and loss, damned duty and dearest enemies, end and begin and come around again. Whent he Starge Program goes public, old loyalties are set against new ambitions for the Atlantis team.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: torture, violence, death
  • Author Notes: written for SGA Big Bang 2008
  • Date: 2008
  • Length: 242740 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f
  • Category: crossover [SG1], drama, angst, adventure, space opera, romance, futurefic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Richard Woolsey, Evan Lorne, Jennifer Keller, Vala Mal Doran, Radek Zelenka, Sam Carter, Jack O'Neill, Jeannie McKay Miller, Madison Miller, Cameron Mitchell, Carson Beckett, Chuck Campbell, Supporting and Original Characters.
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

Ardhanarishvara

  • Co-author: monanotlisa
  • Summary: "Tell me, Colonel, did you take a look around and think, hey, it's the Planet of Sex Changes?"
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: This fic does not contain BDSM, incest, or bestiality. No one turned into a penguin. Something for everyone...no, okay, that's a filthy lie. But something for most of you. At some point. Promise.
  • Author Notes: Diverging Pre-The Long Goodbye 2x16
  • Date: 5.11.07 1.25.08
  • Length: 213932 words
  • Genre: m/m, f/f, m/f
  • Category: adventure, drama, genderswitch, angst, romance, first contact, teamfic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kate Heightmeyer, Elizabeth Weir, Carson Beckett, Steven Caldwell, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas: panisdead, Zoe Rayne, and Trinityofone, also Icarusancalion, Smitty, le vert colibri, mirabile_dictu and carolyn_claire for betas, and a lot of other people for consults, cheering and patience.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

the red dress

  • Summary: John succumbs to impulse.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: explicit
  • Warnings: none apply.
  • Author Notes: Coda fic to Ardhanarishvara.
  • Date: 11.22.08
  • Length: 1200 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: pwp, crossdressing
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kanaan, Torren Emmagan.
  • Betas: 
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

Brain of Blood

  • Summary: Atlantis needs brains!
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: Written for xanphibian's B-Movie Ficathon, prompt to be found at the end.  McKay/Sheppard if you squint or take drugs. Crack.
  • Date: 8.30.06
  • Length: 2071 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: humor
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

know how to fall

  • Summary: Three-day event rider John Sheppard inherits Pegasus Farm and decides to build a new life there with old friend Teyla Emmagan and her son. When he meets prickly horse trainer Rodney McKay, he falls hard for him, while John's friendship shakes up Rodney's life, making him want to take chances again. A harassment campaign aimed at making John sell the farm soon turns violent though and endangers everyone before they can figure out what and who they really want.
  • Fandom: SGA
  • Rating: R
  • Warnings: None apply. Please email me with any questions regarding possible triggering content.
  • Author Notes: 2009 SGA Big Bang story
  • Date: November 14, 2009
  • Length: 84,044 words
  • Genre: AU, romance, mystery
  • Category: m/m
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Halling, Jinto, Radek Zelenka, Elizabeth Weir, Laura Cadman, Dusty Mehra, Todd, Richard Woolsey, Anne Teldy, Amelia Banks, Evan Lorne, Kanaan, Torren Emmagan.
  • Betas: dossier, mecurtin, enviropony and mirabile_dictu.
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit.  Transformative work written for private entertainment.

care packages

Co-Author: eretria
  • Summary: Jokes, booze, and fishing. No one should be forgotten.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: child safe
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: I love writing with eretria. This time we won the 2006 Stargate Fan Awards Best Gen Crossover (SG-1/Atlantis)
  • Date: 2005
  • Length: 4749 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: friendship, humor, crossover [SG1]
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Sam Carter, Jack O'Neill, Teal'c, Daniel Jackson, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir
  • Betas: apologies for not remembering who, but it was beta-ed
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

In the City of Seven Walls Index to All Stories


bell

  • Summary: The taste of nothingness, the sound of bells.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: explicit
  • Warnings: drugs, nonconsensual sex
  • Author Notes: excerpt in slightly amended form from In the City of Seven Walls. Left up rather than leaving anyone with a broken link.
  • Date: ~2006
  • Length: 892 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f, m/m/f
  • Category: slavefic, pwp
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Original Characters
  • Betas: none, for which I apologize
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

jesses

  • Summary: He wants to say: This isn't who you are.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: drugs, nonconsensual and dubious consent sex
  • Author Notes:
  • Date: ~2007
  • Length: 1238 words
  • Genre: m/m,
  • Category: slavefic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Original Characters
  • Betas: none, for which I apologize
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

atlantis: i am not yours

  • Summary: Teyla makes her way back to Atlantis. Getting home is harder.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: explicit
  • Warnings: rape, violence, death
  • Author Notes: no sexual genre is included because I refuse to recognize rape as sex, but it is too much part of this story for it to fall within what's accepted as 'gen'.
  • Story Notes: Companion piece to In the City of Seven Walls
  • Date: 18.1.07
  • Length: 9584 words
  • Genre: not applicable
  • Category: angst, adventure, drama
  • Cast: Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Steven Caldwell, Elizabeth Weir, Radek Zelenka, Evan Lorne, Laura Cadman, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas: enname and icarus_ancalion
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

ritual

  • Summary: He paints kohl around John's eyes.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: out take from In the City of Seven Walls
  • Date: 2.15.06
  • Length: 1239 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: angst, vignette, character study
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

belonged to someone else

  • Summary: Ronon ran for seven years. He'll look that long too.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: violence, death
  • Author Notes: companion story to In the City of Seven Walls
  • Date: ~2007
  • Length: 9470 words
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: adventure, drama
  • Cast: Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Evan Lorne, Elizabeth Weir, Radek Zelenka, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas: unavailable
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

in the city of seven walls

  • Summary: Gilded cages are still cages. Sheppard and McKay turn to each other to survive a life in slavery and afterward.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: Explicit
  • Warnings: torture, drugs, nonconsensual sex, dubious consent sex, death
  • Date: 7.18.07
  • Length: 170973 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f, m/m/f
  • Category: slavefic, drama, angst, adventure
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Steven Caldwell, Evan Lorne, Radek Zelenka, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas:
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

intercostal clavicle

  • Summary: In which aliens are sent to the zoo, there is shopping, daring rescues, blackouts, crossdressing, jealousy, nervous breakdowns, jailtime, broken engagements, and funding allocation.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/Stargate SG1
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: Pinch hit story written for scifi-tv-addict, in the lonelytartsclub John/Vala Thing-a-thon for the prompt of jealous Daniel. With apologies to those familiar with Frank Herbert, Bringing Up Baby, and the fact that most big cats don't purr.
  • Date: 8.27.07
  • Length: 6931 words
  • Genre:m/f
  • Category: humor, crossover
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Vala Mal Doran, Rodney McKay, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas: lexstar29 and mirabile_dictu
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.


dragonsmoke

  • Summary: He knows he will be all right, caught and pulled back.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: part of the Phase Change Arc, sequel to eretria's Vapor, prequel to co-authored Vapor Lock.
  • Date: 1.27.06
  • Length: 1668 words
  • Genre: m/m, m/f
  • Category: adventure, drama, angst
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Teyla Emmagan, Rodney McKay
  • Betas: eretria
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

vapor lock

  • Co-author: eretria
  • Summary: He reminded himself firmly how those stories always ended in tragedy for someone, fairy or mortal, not that Sheppard wasn't mortal — that was the whole problem.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: Mature
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: 
  • Date: 4.1.06
  • Length: 8649 words
  • Genre: m/m
  • Category: Drama, Angst
  • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
  • Betas: Yes?
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

Yoshino

  • Co-author: eretria
  • Summary: It was a moment set aside from the rest of their lives.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis and Stargate SG1
  • Rating: explicit
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: written for lunasky's Love-Fest.
  • Date: 5.15.06
  • Length: 15956 words
  • Genre: m/m/f
  • Category: pwp, threesome, future fic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Sam Carter
  • Betas: enname and munchkinofdoom
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

(dis)connected

  • Co-Author: eretria
  • Summary: Five weeks after the Atlantis expedition returns to Earth, Sam Carter runs into John and Rodney, and they try to make do with what they can have, at least for one night.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/Stargate SG1
  • Rating: explicit
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: initial co-writing on this began with ladycat777 and eretria. Set during the SGA episodes The Return I & II
  • Date: 11.12.06
  • Length: 25173 words
  • Genre: m/m/f
  • Category: threesome, pwp
  • Cast: Sam Carter, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard
  • Betas: enname
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

five people john sheppard slept with after atlantis

  • Summary: What it says on the tin.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: slight crossover with SG1 and NCIS
  • Date: 11.11.06
  • Length: 1868 words
  • Genre: m/f, m/m
  • Category: angst
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Abby Sciuto, Vala Mal Doran, Supporting and Original Characters
  • Betas: don't know
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

fold, fallow, and plow

  • Summary: Watching his own footing on the still rain-slick mud of the edge, he peered over and called, "You okay, there, Rodney?"
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: none
  • Warnings: none apply
  • Author Notes: First in an unfinished series in which the team crashes  on the otherside of a continent from the stargate and must return on foot.
  • Date: 5.30.06
  • Length: 3616 words
  • Genre: none
  • Category: adventure, humor, teamfic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
  • Betas: unavailable, likely eretria
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

helical

  • Co-author:  eretria
  • Summary: Entomophobia isn't rational, but it is reasonable.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating: mature
  • Warnings: 
  • Author Notes: part of the Passage Home 'verse.
  • Date: 6.25.06
  • Length: 8596 words
  • Genre: none
  • Category: adventure, drama, angst, teamfic
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
  • Betas: enname. Twice!
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

passage home

  • Summary:  They're on their feet and on their way home.
  • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
  • Rating:  PG
  • Warnings: none
  • Author Notes: prompt fic for eretria, who wanted back rubs.
  • Date: 
  • Length: short
  • Genre: gen
  • Category: Action/Adventure, Team
  • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
  • Betas: none
  • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

  • judas doesn't answer

    • Summary: O'Neill and Woolsey arrive in Atlantis along with SG-1. Shortly thereafter, Sheppard and McKay find themselves in a race to catch a murderer.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/Stargate SG1
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: murder
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 12.19.07
    • Length: 
    • Genre: m/m, m/f
    • Category: thriller, mystery, suspense, adventure, crossover, AU
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Jennifer Keller, Radek Zelenka, Jack O'Neill, Vala Mal Doran, Cameron Mitchell, Daniel Jackson, Richard Woolsey, Bill Lee, Teal'c of Chulak, Evan Lorne, Eugene Bates, Dr. Biro
    • Betas: eretria, dossier, mirabile_dictu, murron and enname
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    legion the things i would give to oblivion

    • Summary: No one really survived the Atlantis Expedition.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: death, suicidal ideation, violence
    • Author Notes: written before season two. I've edited slightly to reflect names revealed in later canon, but it's otherwise unchanged.
    • Date: 6.6.05
    • Length: 11607 words
    • Genre: m/m/f
    • Category: drama, angst, adventure, AU
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Radek Zelenka, Elizabeth Weir, Miko Kusanagi, Carson Beckett, Jack O'Neill
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    inflated

    • Summary: McKay and Sheppard are fighting. Again.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: PG-13
    • Warnings: None
    • Author Notes: Written for the 2005 SGA Secret Santa Exchange. Thingie.
    • Date: 1.27.06
    • Length: 1669 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: humor
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Radek Zelenka, Evan Lorne, Elizabeth Weir
    • Betas: No idea at this point. Apologies. It was beta-ed.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    it might be love

    Summary: Something is coming over the people of Atlantis. But it might just be gas.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  PG-13
    • Warnings: None
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 2.14.07
    • Length: 7642 words
    • Genre: m/m, m/f
    • Category: humor
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Steven Caldwell, Radek Zelenka, Chuck the Gate Technician, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: No one willing to admit to the crime.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    not exactly peter pan

    • Summary: "Oh, God, they're going to eat us." 
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: character deaths
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 2.2.06
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama
    • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: none I remember
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    not near the sea

    • Summary:  John might walk into the water and disappear like a changeling from some bastard fairy tale; everything rich and strange he’d given Rodney fading like magic without him, lost.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Angst, vignette
    • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard
    • Betas: none I remember.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    PX5D09

    • Summary:  They were looking for something that scared the Wraith. They found it.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: Death
    • Author Notes: Another one written for munchkinofdoom.
    • Date: 2.2.06
    • Length: 1100 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Horror, Action/Adventure
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: Nope
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    wrapped in a red ribbon

    • Summary:  Det. Sheppard and CSI McKay must go undercover to catch a serial killer.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: Explicit, dubious consent
    • Author Notes: Written for the sly_bone, who asked for: an Earth-based high-rated AU with McKay/Sheppard first time, someone undercover as a slave but not heavy BDSM (whew!) fic with Rodney on top, one of the guys freaking out, a happy ending and a Christmas theme. Well, it's set around Christmas time, and sly_bone, if I'd had even another week to work on this, it would probably have doubled in size and included a lot more sex. I hope it works for you anyway. 
    • Date: 12.23.06
    • Length: ~23,000 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Drama, AU, Police Procedural, First Time
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Aidan Ford, Acastus Kolya
    • Betas: Last minute work on this done by mirabile_dictu, lillian13, enname and one who will remain nameless, but is still very much appreciated. They did outstanding work and all mistakes and errors are mine, added subsequently.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    risen

    • Summary:  Atlantis goes home.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  PG
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Written for munchkinofdoom.
    • Date: 2.2.06
    • Length: 310 words
    • Genre: 
    • Category: vignette
    • Cast: Atlantis cast
    • Betas: none
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    roadside attractions

    • Summary:  
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  PG
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Thanks to teaphile, wickedwords, lunasky, lillian13, amezri, mirabile_dictu and enname. 
    • Date: 6.10.06
    • Length: 5455 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Road trip, Team, Humor
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the touch of her hand

    • Summary: She holds out her hand and he takes it.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: character death
    • Author Notes: 2nd person pov
    • Date: 7.19.05
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Horror
    • Cast: John Sheppard, OC
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    three fates

    • Co-author: eretria
    • Summary: There was no rational way to handle this.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: character deaths
    • Author Notes: 2006 Winner Stargate Fan Awards Multiples: Best Drama
    • Date: 3.30.06
    • Length: ~161,700 words
    • Genre: m/m, m/f/m
    • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, Time Travel
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Elizabeth Weir
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    out of time

    • Summary:  Ten years since he glimpsed something he hadn't even known to look for reflected in John's startled gaze.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Remix of ekaterinn's The Sound of Settling.
    • Date: 4.1.06
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Vignette
    • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    rosebud

    • Summary:  
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: character deaths
    • Author Notes: parallel story to up into the silence
    • Date: 8.17.05
    • Length: 3517 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Drama, Angst
    • Cast: Rodney McKay, Sam Carter, Steven Caldwell
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    up into the silence

    • Summary: What happens if, when we open the Stargate to Earth, the only answer is silence?
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: character death
    • Author Notes: parallel story to rosebud
    • Date: 8.31.06
    • Length: 7747 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Drama, Angst, Horror, Science Fiction
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Carson Beckett, Radek Zelenka, Elizabeth Weir
    • Betas: ?
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    suffer me not to be separated

    • Summary: The SGC recalls the Atlantis Expedition
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: 
    • Author Notes: Written for the Duet Press fanzine Surfacing. Now timed out. It feels like I should have more to say than that. I loved writing this story, loved seeing it in actual print next to some of the best writers in the fandom, and I hope it ages well.
    • Date: 9.12.06
    • Length: 21,603 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Drama, Angst
    • Cast: Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Sam Carter, Evan Lorne, Teyla Emmagan, Radek Zelenka,
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    never second best

    • Co-author: eretria 
    • Summary: fter Atlantis, it turns out fitting the pieces together isn't so hard after all.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: written for murron's birthday, coda fic to Suffer Me Not To Be Separated
    • Date: ~2007
    • Length: 7735 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: domestic fic, established relationship, post-Atlantis
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
    • Betas: names unavailable
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the hottest chocolate chip cookie-dough making boyfriend prize

    • Summary: Rodney and John discover and new rule: no making out in the kitchen.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: part of the To Call My Own 'verse, written for murron
    • Date: 5.07.07
    • Length: 3771 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: futurefic, established relationship, domestic
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    visions of sugar plums

    • Summary: The team bonds and naps on the flight home from a mission that didn't go wrong. 
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: G
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: for eretria
    • Date: 12.24.06
    • Length: 3475 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Team, vignette
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Teyla Emmagan, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: murron
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the last walk home

    • Summary: "I'm cold and bruised and tired and wet. I nearly drowned! I think I have a right to be upset." 
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Written for the Worst Case Scenario Challenge.
    • Date: 8.17.05
    • Length: 2488 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
    • Betas: munchkinofdoom and tinnny
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    when nothing's left to burn

    • Summary: Neither of them tend to think about the consequences.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis/SG-1
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: character death
    • Author Notes: Written for the lonelytartsclub John/Vala Thing-a-thon, using Gaia's prompts of stealing something and an unexpected pregnancy.
    • Date: 8.14.07
    • Length: 8575 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: Action/Adventure, Drama, Angst
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Vala Mal Doran, Rodney McKay
    • Betas: eretria, enname and dossier
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    you must remember this

    • Summary:     Every day is Tuesday, but that's okay.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 10.5.05
    • Length: 1022 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Humor, Amnesia
    • Cast: John Sheppard
    • Betas:  none
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    zelenka's still

    • Summary:     Just another typical day with Ancient porn, flying blue patypus-things and karaoke. Meep!
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 8.11.05
    • Length: 17,871 words
    • Category: Humor
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Aiden Ford, Elizabeth Weir, Carson Beckett, Radek Zelenka
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    Due South


    this must be the place

    • Summary: Ray takes the long way home. 
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: post-COTW. All fan fic writers have to write one of these eventually.
    • Date: 10.17.03
    • Length: long
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Drama, Angst, Action/Adventure
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser, Harding Welsh, Frannie Vecchio
    • Betas: kalena
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    visiting

    • Summary: Vecchio gives Ray some good advice.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: PG
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Written for the ds_flashfiction Key challenge.
    • Date: 9.16.03
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: vignette, Humor
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Ray Vecchio
    • Betas: ?
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    in the bag

    • Summary:  Militant transvestites, Prohibition booze, silliness, and cliches. 
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating:  G
    • Warnings: None
    • Author Notes: Written for ds_flashfiction Cliché Challenge
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: 997 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: humor
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser
    • Betas: what is this of which you speak?
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    can't get there from here

    • Summary: Ray loves Fraser but there are so many things Fraser loves more than Ray. And Ray knows it.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: infidelity, animal death
    • Author Notes: post Call of the Wild
    • Date: ~2004
    • Length: 1958 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: established relationship, character study, 
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser, Diefenbaker
    • Betas: I apologize for not remembering. Or possibly for not having any.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the coldest night of the year

    • Summary: Wondering where you and wishing you were here.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: companion piece to you can't get there from here
    • Date: 11.05.03
    • Length: 1843 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: futurefic, post-relationship, angst
    • Cast: Benton Fraser
    • Betas: none, for which I apologize
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    double feature

    • Summary: There's a movie playing in Ray's head.
    • Fandom: Due South 
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: written for a ds_flashfiction challenge
    • Date: 9.25.03
    • Length: 364 words 
    • Genre: none
    • Category: snippet, deathfic
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser
    • Betas: none
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    pemmican

    • Summary:  Just one more thing to learn if you want to live with Benton Fraser.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating:  PG
    • Warnings: 
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 2004?
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: humor
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    emptyhanded

    • Summary: The effects of gravity on love.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: 
    • Warnings: 
    • Author Notes: post-Call of the Wild experimental
    • Date: 2003
    • Length: 1728 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: post-relationship, drama, angst
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser
    • Betas: rex_lo, I believe
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    not waving

    • Summary:  Soaking wet, sitting on his ass in the alley behind O'Malley's Bar in the rain, too tired and drunk and fucked up to make it home.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating:  PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Written for the ds_flashfiction challenge to get them wet.
    • Date: 
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Drama, Angst
    • Cast: Harding Welsh, Ray Kowalski
    • Betas: I don't remember, I don't recall.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    what you can get

    • Summary: It isn't perfect, but it's what they've got.
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 10.1.04
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/m, m/f
    • Category: Angst, Drama, post-COTW
    • Cast: Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser
    • Betas: IDEK
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.


    Alias


    belfast

    • Summary: He'd locked it all away in a box in his mind.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence, death
    • Author Notes: first in the Cities Arc.
    • Thanks: Mucho thanks to riane for a feedback just when I needed it and Rez for letting me bitch and whine about this when it didn't even have a title.
    • Date: 2003
    • Length: 10309 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: espionage, adventure, thriller
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Jack Bristow, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: Rach
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    byzantium: iterations of burn

    • Summary: The final twist of the knife.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence, death
    • Author Notes: Second in the Cities Arc. Quotes from Theodore Roethke, The Dream, in Words For The Wind (copyright 1958) and James Joyce, I Hear An Army Charging Upon The Land, in The Works of James Joyce (Wordsworth Edition, copyright 1995).
    • Date: 2003
    • Length: 26771 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: angst, adventure, drama, espionage, romance
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Irina Derevko, Jack Bristow, Marcus Dixon, Michael Vaughn, Eric Weiss, Marshall Flinkmann, Arvin Sloane, Judy Barnett, Kendall, Supporting and Original Characters 
    • Betas: Rach, with readings by rez_lo
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    boston: running to stand still

    • Summary: You can't always get what you want, but sometimes you're lucky.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: third in the Cities Arc. Consult and ideas courtesy of rez_lo.
    • Date: 6.30.03
    • Length: 10392 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: adventure, angst, romance, espionage, thriller
    • Cast: Sydney Bristow, Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko, Julian Sark, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: Rach
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    brownsville

    • Summary: Sark and Sydney are drawn back into the game despite their best efforts to get out.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: part Four of the Cities Arc, also one of Four Crossings, so an AU of the episode Crossings
    • Date: 4.1.04
    • Length: 6361 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: angst, adventure, romance, espionage, thriller
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Jack Bristow, Kendall, Michael Vaughn, Eric Weiss, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: someone beta-ed it, I apologize for not remembering who. 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    ante mortem

    • Summary: Missing scenes from Remnants, avec Sark.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes:
    • Date: 12.13.03
    • Length: 1138 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: angst, romance, espionage
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Allison,  Arvin Sloane
    • Betas: Wonderful people whose names I've lost.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    post mortem

    • Summary:  Sark finds Allison and deals. 
    • Fandom: Due South
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 4.12.03
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: vignette
    • Cast: Julian Sark
    • Betas: none
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    salida

    • Summary: Dancing around the truth.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating:  PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Written for dagnylilytable  in response to her 17.8.03 story Recuerdo.
    • Date: 8.16.03
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: vignette
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Irina Derevko
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    scylla and charybdis

    • Summary: A choice of evils; damned if you do, damned if you don't.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: PG-13
    • Warnings: 
    • Author Notes: 2nd person pov
    • Date: 2003
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: vignette
    • Cast: Irina Derevko, Jack Bristow
    • Betas: eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    sibling rivalry

    • Summary: How do I betray thee? Let me count the ways. 
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating:  PG
    • Warnings: Death
    • Author Notes: Written before the Elena Derevko storyline. 
    • Date: 4.07.04
    • Length: 100 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: vignette, AU
    • Cast: Sark, Yelena Derevko
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    tierce

    • Summary:  A cardinal number composed of one and one and one.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: PG-13
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 12.3.03
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: vignette
    • Cast: Allison Doren, Julian Sark, Arvin Sloane
    • Betas: :crickets:
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    alternates

    • Summary: Five things that never happened Mr. Sark.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: five things fic
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: 1122 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: AU, angst, romance, espionage
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko/Laura Bristow, Arvin Sloane, Marcus Dixon
    • Betas: Wonderful people whose names I've lost
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

  • a kind of life

    • Summary: A picture is worth a thousand regrets.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: first fandom, very early work
    • Date: 4.15.03
    • Length: 2643 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: angst, romance, espionage
    • Cast: Vaughn, Sydney Bristow, Julian Sark, Jack Bristow, Kendall,  Weiss, Dixon, Marshall
    • Betas: Wonderful people I'm still grateful to.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    a kiss before lying

    • Summary: Cell sex, voyuerism, bitterness, and chains.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: mature 
    • Author Notes: written for lunasky's Alias Lovefest.
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: 3642 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: AU, angst, romance, espionage, voyeurism
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Vaughn
    • Betas: Wonder people whose names I've lost.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    ashes to ashes, all fall down

    • Summary: Two men in a room with two ghosts.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: post-The Telling vignette
    • Date: ~2004
    • Length: 479 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: angst, drama, espionage
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Michael Vaughn
    • Betas: Wonderful people whose names I've lost.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    as we know it

    • Summary: Old alliances fail and new ones are forged in a race to uncover Rambaldi's endgame before the world self-destructs.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: written for an apocalypse themed ficathon
    • Date: ~2004
    • Length: 3454 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: apocafic, adventure, drama
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Irina Derevko, Jack Bristow, Marcus Dixon, Kendall, Katya Derevko, Arvin Sloane, Eric Weiss, Michael Vaughn, Marshall Flinkmann, Supporting Characters
    • Betas: no idea. rez_lo maybe.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    bad wigs, black leather, and guns

    • Summary: A very special episode of Alias–not. Syd and Sark on a mission that goes really wrong in all the right ways.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: There's more of this madness on my Insane Journal and my Dreamwidth journal under the badwigs tag
    • Date: 10.4.03
    • Length: 9628 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: humor, adventure, romance, whimsy
    • Cast: Sydney Bristow, Julian Sark, Arvin Sloane, Marshall Flinkmann, Marcus Dixon, Jack Bristow, Michael Vaughn, Eric Weiss, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: various? probably rez_lo
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    cat's cradle

    • Summary: A Sark and Sloane vignette.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: season three, interlude
    • Date: ~2004
    • Length: 2327 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: adventure, drama, angst, espionage, thriller, character study
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Arvin Sloane
    • Betas: unavailable
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    cicatrice

    • Summary: Diillusionment has set in.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: season three, interlude
    • Date: ~2004
    • Length: 855 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: adventure, drama, espionage, angst, thriller
    • Cast: Julian Sark
    • Betas: unavailable
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    contortionist

    • Summary: A short peek inside Sark's head.
    • Fandom:  Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: season 3
    • Date: 10.13.03
    • Length: 1348 words
    • Genre:  none
    • Category: angst, drama, character study
    • Cast: Julian Sark
    • Betas: no idea
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    when it all comes down to dust

    • Summary: Rescue and psychosis.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: AU of Crossings
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: 2078 words
    • Genre: none
    • Category: drama, adventure, character studies
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Sydney Bristow, Michael Vaughn
    • Betas: no idea, rez_lo possibily.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    iago

    • Summary: She's no Desdemona.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: season three
    • Date: 12.9.03
    • Length: 568 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: character study
    • Cast: Julian Sark
    • Betas: no idea, this shit is old, yo
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    like walking on knives

    • Summary: Even Sark doesn't know who he really is.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence, death
    • Author Notes: post season two, written during the hiatus. Poetry by Pablo Neruda.
    • Date: 9.9.03
    • Length: 46996 words
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: espionage, suspense, thriller, AU
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Jack Bristow, Marcus Dixon, Michael Vaughn, Kendall, Khasinau, Arvin Sloane, Irina Derevko, Marshall Flinkmann, Judy Barnett, Allison Doren
    • Betas: Rach, with consults by rez_lo and eretria
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the way we'll go

    • Summary: Sydney's back, but she's still lost. Who is the enemy? And what strange allies did her father make while she was gone? 
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: PG
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: coda fic to Like Walking on Knives
    • Date: 10.1.03
    • Length: medium
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Drama
    • Cast: Sydney Bristow, Julian Sark, Marcus Dixon
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    more than this

    • Summary: Irina. Sark. Past. Present.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply.
    • Author Notes: my first story
    • Date: 3.19.03
    • Length: 2062 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: character study
    • Cast: Irina Derevko, Julian Sark
    • Betas: none
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    lying, next to him

    • Summary:  Reflections of falling off the edge of the world.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: None
    • Author Notes: My second story ever. Maybe that should have been in the warning field.
    • Date: 8.12.03
    • Length: medu
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: Drama
    • Cast: Sydney Bristow, Julian Sark
    • Betas:  Didn't know they existed.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    non libet

    • Summary:  The realistic result.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating:  Mature
    • Warnings: None
    • Author Notes: Another of the Four Crossings AUs based on the Season Three episode Crossings.
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Vignette
    • Cast: Julian Sark
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    tales charon tells

    • Summary: Five deaths Irina didn't die.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: character death
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 1.27.05
    • Length: short
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: drama, angst
    • Cast: Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko, Sydney Bristow
    • Betas: rez_lo
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    white sheets

    • Summary: Sark can't sleep.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Season 3?
    • Date: 11.27.03
    • Length: short
    • Genre: m/f
    • Category: Drama, Angst, vignette
    • Cast: Julian Sark, Allison Doren
    • Betas: 
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the near and the dear ones

    • Summary: A Christmas truce.
    • Fandom: Alias
    • Rating: G
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: Holiday fic. Written for eretria. Her requested elements: snow, cold place, reason they're stuck there and how they deal with it, ice skates, and the Christmas season. I think I've got them all shoehorned in.
          This doesn't quite fit any of the stuff I've written anywhere else. It's sort of a Season Three alternative universe. Sydney disappeared for two years and came back, Sloane was pardoned, Jack was locked up and Vaughn got married, but Irina hasn't gone AWOL and was behind extracting Sark from CIA custody, while Francie is still alive and dating Will. Got all that?  (It's my AU and I'll play God if I want to!)
    • Date: 12.05.03
    • Length: medium
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: AU, Drama, Holiday
    • Cast: Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko, Sydney Bristow, Julian Sark
    • Betas: murron, maybe, or tinnny, or munchkinofdoom. Unless it was rez_lo.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.


    Magnificent Seven


    in country

    • Summary: Seven mercenaries meet in 1975 Saigon.
    • Fandom: Magnificent Seven
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: death, violence, drug use
    • Author Notes: An unhappy story about unhappy people in an ugly time.
    • Date: 9.30.04
    • Length: 37008 words
    • Genre: m/m, m/f
    • Category: military adventure, drama, angst
    • Cast: Ezra Standish, Vin Tanner, Chris Larabee, J.D. Dunne, Nathan Jackson, Buck Wilmington, Josiah Sanchez, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: cobalt
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    the tale of a deed

    • Summary: An act of generosity on Ezra's part has unintended consequences for the Seven.
    • Fandom: Magnificent Seven
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: none
    • Author Notes: 
    • Date: 
    • Length: 
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: Western, Action/Adventure, Drama, Angst
    • Cast: Ezra Standish, Vin Tanner, Chris Larabee, Buck Wilmington, J.D. Dunne, Josiah Sanchez, Nathan Jackson, Mary Travis, Maude Standish
    • Betas: cobalt and rez-lo
    • Disclaimer: Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    Other Fandoms


    i count the moments, darling, till you're here with me

    • Summary: It's the sort of job they'd do for cost.
    • Fandom: Inception
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence
    • Author Notes: Christmas present for eretria
    • Date: 12.25.10
    • Length: 8536 words
    • Genre: gen
    • Category: team casefic, action/adventure
    • Cast: Arthur, Dominic Cobb, Eames, Ariadne, Yusuf, Saito
    • Betas: murron
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    Lesser Fleas

    • Summary: Four cases, three dilemmas, two agents, one conclusion: the time will come to run.
    • Fandom: Thoughtcrimes
    • Rating: Mature/R
    • Warnings: non apply
    • Author Notes: Written for Yuletide 2009, recipient waltzfornight
    • Date: 12.25.09
    • Length: 10679 words
    • Genre: casefic
    • Category: action/adventure, drama, episodic, telepathy, science fiction
    • Cast: Brendan Dean, Freya McAllister, Michael Welles, John Harper, Original Characters
    • Betas: dossier and moosesal
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    La Canción de los Pistolas

    Summary: What do you do with a blinded, psychotic ex-CIA agent?
    • Fandom: Once Upon a Time in Mexico
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence, torture, canon mutilation, murder
    • Author Notes: Giving Sands family in Austin is a nod toward one of the deleted scenes on the OUATIM DVD, where Sands tells Nicolas that he knew a rodeo clown back in Austin, so I knew he'd been there at some point. One oblique reference to PotC, another vague nod to Goldeneye. If Sands seems saner in this story than the movie, I will argue that the trauma of being blinded would either send a man completely over the edge or jolt him back onto a saner track. Plenty of other authors have handled Sands' psychosis better than I ever could, I decided to try writing him this way.
    • Date: 2004
    • Length: 65619 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: thriller, adventure, action
    • Cast: Sheldon Jeffrey Sands, El Mariachi, Ramirez, Fideo, Lorenzo, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: rez_lo
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    Breakfast in Rio

    • Summary:  An old 'friend' from his Company days catches up with Sands and El in Rio.
    • Fandom: Once Upon a Time in Mexico
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: language, mutilation
    • Author Notes: Coda fic for La Canción de los Pistolas  
    • Date: June 2004
    • Length: 3433 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: adventure, humor, drama
    • Cast: Sheldon Jeffrey Sands, El Mariachi, Original Character
    • Betas: Name not available
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    Amnesty Fiction

    Abandoned or unfinished stories. Not works in progress. Never updated.


    dancing stones

    • Summary: The Wraith interrupt a mission.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: work no longer in progress
    • Author Notes: excerpt from a longer, incomplete work. Conceived in 2007 and written intermittently over 2008 and not canonical. Posted for Fictional Amnesty Day.  Last modified on 11.29.08.
    • Date: 11.29.08
    • Length: 4381 words
    • Genre: none
    • Category: adventure, future fic
    • Cast: John Sheppard,  Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: dossier
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    upward over the mountain

    • Summary: The Atlantis Expedition struggles on with less and less support from the Milky Way.
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: none apply
    • Author Notes: The first part of a longer, incomplete work meant as a gift for mirabile_dictu. Abandoned due to plot, structure and character faults that are inherent to the original concept. Conceived in 2007 and written intermittently over 2008 and not canonical. Posted for Fictional Amnesty Day. Last modified on 11.29.08.
    • Date: 11.29.08
    • Length: 36658 words
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: adventure, drama, future fic, AU
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Richard Woolsey, Kanaan, Jennifer Keller, Evan Lorne, Radek Zelenka, Supporting and Original Characters
    • Betas: dossier
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    center of the sun

    • Summary: What sacrifice for a ZPM?
    • Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
    • Rating: mature
    • Warnings: violence, unhappy conclusion
    • Author Notes: Excerpt from a longer, incomplete work. Conceived in 2007 and written intermittently over 2008 and not canonical. Posted for Fictional Amnesty Day. Last modified on 11.29.08.
    • Date: 11.29.08
    • Length: 5261 words
    • Genre: none
    • Category: AU, adventure, drama, angst, future fic, established relationship
    • Cast: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex
    • Betas: dossier
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.

    until my darkness goes

    • Summary: In pursuit of another Rambaldi object, Sydney and Sark find themselves in conflict with El Mariachi and Agent Sands. 
    • Fandom: Alias/Once Upon a Time In Mexico
    • Rating: Mature
    • Warnings: Crazy crossover
    • Author Notes: IDEK, I was doing mushrooms or something.
    • Date: ?
    • Length: 
    • Genre: m/m
    • Category: Action/Adventure, Spy, Crack
    • Cast: Sydney Bristow, El Mariachi, Sheldon Jeffrey Sands, Marcus Dixon, Jack Bristow, Julian Sark
    • Betas: I wouldn't do that to a friend.
    • Disclaimer: Not for profit. Transformative work written for private entertainment.


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