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Stargate: Atlantis

Sail the Circle Sea

but the nights are better (out here): They find safe harbor at the Winterfair on Ljósver.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kanaan, Torren John Emmagan, no rating, 48 KB, ~7200 words, 11.23.08, standard disclaimers apply.

from the edge of the green sea: What a long strange trip it's been and the train just rolls on. (Companion piece to but the nights are better (out here).; Stargate Atlantis, slash, future fic, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Kanaan, Torren John Emmagan, OCs, rated R, ~4740 words, 12.31.08, standard disclaimers apply.

To Call My Own

Suffer Me Not to Be Separated: The SGC recalls the Atlantis Expedition.; Stargate: Atlantis, Stargate SG-1, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, slash, angst, rated R, 21,603 words, 142 KB, 9.12.06, standard disclaimers apply.; Originally published in the Duet Press zine Surfacing.

Never Second Best

Cookies and Milk and the Look, cover art by Kat

After Atlantis, after separation, it turns out fitting the pieces of themselves back together isn't hard at all.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, coda fic to Suffer Me Not to Separated, rated R, 7735 words, 49 KB, 4.10.07, standard disclaimers apply.

The Hottest Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough-Making Boyfriend Prize (Burning Down the Kitchen Mix): "Okay, new rule," John murmured against Rodney's throat at one point. "No cooking and making out anymore or we'll end up burning the kitchen down."; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, futurefic, established relationship, McKay/Sheppard, rated R, 3831 words, 23 KB, 5.7.07, standard disclaimers apply.

The Last Walk Home: "I'm cold and bruised and tired and wet. I nearly drowned! I think I have a right to be upset."; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, rated R, 2488 words, 18 KB, 8.17.05, standard disclaimers apply.

Trio/Duo

(dis)connected: Co-written with eretria. With initial co-writing by ladycat777.; dis)connected cover art by Mischief

Send feedback to Mischief.; Five weeks after the Atlantis expedition returns to Earth, Sam Carter runs into John and Rodney, and they try to make do with what they can have, at least for one night.; Stargate: Atlantis, Stargate: SG-1, crossover, het and slash, threesome, McKay/Sheppard/Carter, rated NC-17, ~25,000 words, 229 KB, 11.21.06, standard disclaimers apply.
Yoshino: Co-written with eretria.; It was a moment set aside from the rest of their lives, a bubble that held just the three of them, herself and Rodney and Colonel Sheppard.; Stargate: Atlantis and Stargate: SG-1, crossover, het and slash, threesome, McKay/Sheppard/Carter, rated NC-17, ~16,000 words, 88 KB, 5.26.06 standard disclaimers apply.

Salt on a Wound

The Taste of Apples: It ran between the fingers of his memory.; Stargate: Atlantis, gen, Season 1, rated R, words, 213 KB, 5.24.05, standard disclaimers apply.
Sacrificial Drift: It all went south on the third day.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, sequel to The Taste of Apples, rated R, words, 288 KB, 7.11.05, standard disclaimers apply.
The Water Grinds the Stone: War and peace, ebb and flow, love and loss, damned duty and dearest enemies, end and begin and come around again. When the Stargate Program goes public, old loyalties are set against new ambitions for the Atlantis team.; Stargate Atlantis, Stargate SG-1, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Vala Mal Doran, Sam Carter, Cam Mitchell, Jack O'Neill, Daniel Jackson, Teal'c of Chulak, Chuck Campbell, Evan Lorne, numerous canon supporting characters, OCs, slash, angst, rated NC-17, ~242740 words, 1527 KB, 8.20.08, standard disclaimers apply.

Ardhanarishvara

Ardhanarishvara Part I: Co-written with monanotlisa.; "Tell me, Colonel, did you take a look around and think, hey, it's the Planet of Sex Changes?"; Stargate: Atlantis, COMPLETED!, het, slash, genderswitch, McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Dex, Sheppard/Dex, NC-17, 103,540 words, 668 KB, 1.26.08, standard disclaimers apply.
Ardhanarishvara Part II: Co-written with monanotlisa.; "Tell me, Colonel, did you take a look around and think, hey, it's the Planet of Sex Changes"; Stargate: Atlantis, COMPLETED! het, slash, genderswitch, McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Dex, Sheppard/Dex, NC-17, ~104,000 words, 704 KB, 1.26.08, standard disclaimers apply.
The Red Dress, an Ardhanarishvara coda: John succumbs to impulse.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, AU, Mckay/Sheppard, NC-17, ~1200 words, 11.22.08, standard disclaimers apply.

In the City of Seven Walls

In the City of Seven Walls Index: Links to all parts, artwork, and associated stories by myself and other authors.
In the City of Seven Walls: Gilded cages are still cages. Sheppard and McKay turn to each other to survive life in slavery and afterward.; Stargate: Atlantis, WIP, slavefic, warning: references nonconsensual sex, slash, McKay/Sheppard, Sheppard/OF, Sheppard/OM, rated NC-17, ~171,606 words, 1,119 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Winner of the Titanium Whip Award for Best Hurt/Comfort Fic 2006/7 and the Titanium Whip Award for Best SlaveFic 2006/7 in the TV/Movies Slash Category.

In the City of Seven Walls: Ritual

He paints kohl around John's eyes.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, rated R, 1239 words, 11 KB, 12.15.06, standard disclaimers apply.

In the City of Seven Walls: Bell

The taste of nothingness, the sound of bells.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, Sheppard/OF, Sheppard/OM, NC-17, 892 words, 9 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

In the City of Seven Walls: Jesses

He wants to say: This isn't who you are.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, Sheppard/OF, Sheppard/OM, NC-17, 1250 words, 120KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Atlantis: I Am Not Yours

Parallel story to In the City of Seven Walls.

Teyla makes her way back to Atlantis. Getting home is harder.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, Teyla Emmagen, warning: references nonconsensual sex, rated R, 9867 words, 63 KB, 9.16.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Belonged to Someone Else

Parallel story to In the City of Seven Walls.

He ran for seven years, he'll look for home that long.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, Ronon Dex, violence, rated R, 9500 words, 64 KB, 1.24.07, standard disclaimers apply.

And Make a Northwest Passage

fold, fallow, and plow

Watching his own footing on the still rain-slick mud of the edge, he peered over and called, "You okay, there, Rodney?"

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, rated PG-13, 3600 words, 27 KB, 4.31.06, standard disclaimers apply.

helical

Co-written with eretria.

Two spots of faintly-raised, blue-tinged scar tissue had been the only sign of the retrovirus left on his body. The nerves were a little numb there, just like they were where the Iratus bug had fed on his neck, a little more sensitive around them, as though to compensate. He'd stared at the feeding mark every day in quarantine, after Beckett found the treatment to return him to being human, until everything else had returned to normal and it had stopped shrinking.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, sequel to fold, fallow, and plow, rated PG-13, words, 57 KB, 6.25.06, standard disclaimers apply.

passage home

They're on their feet and on their way home.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, adventure, sequel to fold, fallow, and plow and helical, 721 words, 7 KB, 2.2.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Three Fates

Three Fates: Co-written with eretria.; There was no rational way to handle this.; Stargate: Atlantis, AU, slash and het, threesome, McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Sheppard/Weir, warning: character death, rated R, ~161,700 words, 1,640 KB, 3.30.06, standard disclaimers apply.

2006 Winner Stargate Fan Awards Multiples: Best Drama

On Earth and In the Heavens

Patchwork: People are all made up of pieces of each other. Sheppard and McKay are just more obvious about it.; Stargate Atlantis, gen, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Season 5, rated R, ~18,500 words, 130 KB, 9.15.08, standard disclaimers apply.

They Might Be Giants: Human beings weren't meant for any of the things they're doing here, but they wouldn't be human if they let that stop them.; Stargate Atlantis, teamfic, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan, Ronon Dex, Evan Lorne, Radek Zelenka, Jennifer Keller, Steven Caldwell, Katie Brown, and Sam Carter, slash and hints of OT4, rated R, 12.09.07, ~16, 000 words, 116 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Judas Doesn't Answer Cover art by Kat: O'Neill and Woolsey arrive in Atlantis along with SG-1. Shortly thereafter, Sheppard and McKay find themselves in a race to catch a murderer.; Stargate: Atlantis, Stargate: SG-1, Alternate Reality, canon character death, het and slash, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Jennifer Keller, Dr. Biro, Radek Zelenka, Teyla Emmagen, Ronon Dex, Elizabeth Weir, Evan Lorne, Eugene Bates, Vala Mal Doran, Teal'c of Chulak, Jack O'Neill, Richard Woolsey, Daniel Jackson, Bill Lee, Cameron Mitchell, various and sundry supporting or original characters, action/suspense/mystery, rated R, ~75,700 words, 442 KB, 12.19.07, standard disclaimers apply.

When Nothing's Left to Burn: Neither of them tend to think about the consequences.; SG-1, Stargate: Atlantis, het, Vala Mal Doran, John Sheppard, major character death, rated R, 8575 words, 56 KB, 8.14.07, standard disclaimers apply.

Five People John Sheppard Slept With After Leaving Atlantis

What the title says. Set between The Return I and The Return II, Season 3.

Stargate: Atlantis and Stargate: SG-1, crossover, het and slash, Sheppard/OC, Sheppard/Mal Doran, Sheppard/Quinn, Sheppard/Sciuto, Sheppard/McKay implied, rated R, medium-short length, standard disclaimers apply.

Roadside Attractions

Driving around, finding their way home.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, warning: too much cholesterol is bad for your health, rated PG-13, 5455 words, 36 KB, 6.11.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Not Near the Sea

John might walk into the water and disappear like a changeling from some bastard fairy tale; everything rich and strange he’d given Rodney fading like magic without him, lost.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, rated PG-13, 618 words, 7 KB, 11.2.05, standard disclaimers apply.

Not Exactly Peter Pan

"Oh, God, they're going to eat us."

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, horror, warning: character death, rated PG-13, words, 9 KB, 2.2.06, standard disclaimers apply.

PX5DO9

They were looking for something that scared the Wraith. They found it.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, horror, rated PG-13, 1100 words, 10 KB, 2.2.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Risen

Atlantis goes home.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, adventure, rated G, 308 words, 6 KB, 2.2.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Visions of Sugar Plums

The team bonds and naps on the flight home from a mission that didn't go wrong.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, team, holiday fic, rated PG-13, 3475 words, 38 KB, 12.24.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Care Packages

Co-written with eretria.

Jokes, booze, and fishing. No one should be forgotten.

Stargate: Atlantis and Stargate: SG-1, gen, team, humor, rated PG-13, words, 43 KB, 7.22.05, standard disclaimers apply.

2006 Winner Stargate Fan Awards Best Gen Crossover (SG-1/Atlantis)

The Touch of Her Hand

She holds out her hand and he takes it.

Stargate: Atlantis, gen, horror, character death, rated R, words, 10 KB, 7.19.05, standard disclaimers apply.

Legion the Things I Would Give to Oblivion

Spiraling down. The Wraith are many and the Daedalus is just one ship.

Stargate: Atlantis and Stargate: SG-1, gen - with reference to sexual relationships, warning: character deaths, rated R, words, 76 KB, 6.6.05, standard disclaimers apply.

2006 Winner Stargate Fan Awards Best Dark Fic

Wish You Were Here

Rosebud

Rosebud cover art by Kat

He dreams of walking her hollow halls, but he cannot find his way back.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, warning: character death, mirror story to Up Into the Silence, rated R, 3517 words, 27 KB, 8.17.05, standard disclaimers apply.

Up Into the Silence

What happens if, when we open the Stargate to Earth, the only answer is silence?

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, warning: character death, mirror story to Rosebud, rated R, 7747 words, 54 KB, 8.31.05, standard disclaimers apply.

Phase Change

Dragon Smoke

He knows he will be all right, caught and pulled back. PG-15

Stargate: Atlantis, het and slash, pairings withheld, sequel to eretia's Vapor, prequel to Vapor Lock, rated R, 1669 words, 15 KB, 1.27.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Vapor Lock

Co-written with eretria.

He reminded himself firmly how those stories always ended in tragedy for someone, fairy or mortal, not that Sheppard wasn't mortal — that was the whole problem.

Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, sequel to Vapor and Dragon Smoke, rated R, 8649 words, 64 KB, 4.1.06, standard disclaimers apply.

In Some Other Life

Wrapped in a Red Ribbon: John returned to the open front door and stared at Rodney's keys, swallowing back panic. They'd been investigating Ascension because the Red Ribbon Killer's victims all had ties to it. Now Rodney was gone.; Stargate: Atlantis, AU, slash, McKay/Sheppard, warning: semi-nonconsensual sex, BDSM referenced, character death, rated NC-17, ~23,000 words, 146 KB, 12.23.06, standard disclaimers apply.

Rolling in the Aisles

Zelenka's Still: Just another typical day with Ancient porn, flying blue platypus-things and karaoke. Meep!; Stargate: Atlantis, gen, humor, McKay and Sheppard focus, rated R, 17,871 words, 127 KB, 8.11.05, standard disclaimers apply.
You Must Remember This: Every day is Tuesday, but that's okay.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, humor, McKay/Sheppard, rated R, 1022 words, 8 KB, 10.5.05, standard disclaimers apply.
Inflated: McKay and Sheppard are quarreling. Again.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, humor, McKay/Sheppard, rated PG-13, 1669 words, 15 KB, 1.27.06, standard disclaimers apply.
Out of Time: Ten years since he glimpsed something he hadn't even known to look for reflected in John's startled gaze.; Stargate: Atlantis, slash, McKay/Sheppard, remix of ekaterinn's The Sound of Settling, rated R, words, 9 KB, 4.1.06, standard disclaimers apply.
It Might Be Love: Something is coming over the people of Atlantis. But it might just be gas.; Stargate: Atlantis, humor, slash, het, pairings withheld, rated R, 7700 words, KB, 2.14.07, standard disclaimers apply.
You Only Love Me For My Mind (Brain of Blood): Atlantis needs brains!; Stargate: Atlantis, humor aka crack, slash (sort of), McKay/Sheppard (sort of), rated R, 2075 words, 26 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Intercostal Clavicle

In which aliens are sent to the zoo, there is shopping, daring rescues, blackouts, crossdressing, jealousy, nervous breakdowns, jailtime, broken engagements, and funding allocation.

Stargate: Atlantis, SG-1, het, humor, John Sheppard and Vala Mal Doran, minor Rodney McKay, rated PG-13, 6911 words, 48 KB, 8.27.07, standard disclaimers apply.

The True Story of When They Went A-Wandering: It's just like a mission, only not. Team Sheppard tours Pegasus.; Stargate: Atlantis, gen, humor, Team Sheppard, rated R, ~16,290 words, 12.14.08, standard disclaimers apply.

Due South

Can't Get There From Here

Ray loves Fraser, but Fraser loves so many other things more than Ray, and Ray knows it.

Due South, slash, Fraser/Kowalski, post-COTW, rated PG-13, words, 12 KB, 9.3.03, standard disclaimers apply.

Coldest Night of the Year

Fraser observes an unhappy anniversary.

Due South, slash, Fraser/Kowalski, post-COTW, rated PG-13, words, 12 KB, 11.5.03, standard disclaimers apply.

Double Feature

Ray doesn't like this movie.

Due South, gen, character: Ray Kowalski, warning: character death, rated PG-13, words, KB, 9.25.03, standard disclaimers apply.

emptyhanded

The effects of gravity on love.

Due South, slash, Fraser/Kowalski, post-COTW, rated R, experimental, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

In the Bag

Fraser and RayK, militant transvestites, Prohibition booze, silliness, and cliches.

Due South, slash, humor, Fraser/Kowalski, rated PG-13, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Not Waving

Soaking wet, sitting on his ass in the alley behind O'Malley's Bar in the rain, too tired and drunk and fucked up to make it home.

Due South, gen, Ray Kowalski, Lieutenant Harding Welsh, pre-series, rated PG-13, words, 9 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

This Must Be the Place

Ray takes the long way home.

Due South, slash, Fraser/Kowalski, post-COTW, rated R, words, 104 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Visiting

Vecchio has some advice for Ray.

Due South, slash, humor, Fraser/Kowalski, Vecchio, post-COTW, rated G, words, 5 KB, 9.16.03, standard disclaimers apply.

What You Can Get

It's never enough, but they make due.

Due South, gen and contra-slash, sorrow, Fraser and Kowalski, post-COTW, rated R, words, 9 KB, 1.11.04, standard disclaimers apply.

Pemmican

Just one more weird thing to do when you live with Benton Fraser.

Due South, slash, humor, Fraser/Kowalski, post-COTW, rated PG-13, words, 7 KB, 11.12.04, standard disclaimers apply.

Alias

lying, next to him

Reflections on falling off the edge of the world.

Alias, het, adventure/drama, Sydney Bristow, Sark, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaiemrs apply.

more than this

Irina. Sark. Debts. Past and present.

Alias, gen, character study, Sark, Irina Derevko, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimer apply.

a kind of life

A picture is worth a thousand regrets.

Alias, gen, Vaughn, reference to a Sark/Sydney relatioship, rated PG-13, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

The Cities Arc

Belfast

He had locked it all in a box in his mind.

Alias, gen, adventure/drama, Sark and Jack Bristow, reference to Sark/Sydney relationship, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Byzantium: Iterations of Burn

The final twist of the knife.

Alias, het, adventure/drama, Sydney, Sark, Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Boston: Running to Stand Still

You can't always get what you want.

Alias, het, adventure/drama, Sydney, Jack Bristow, Irina Derevko, Sark, rated R, words, 69 KB, standard disclaimer apply.

Four Crossings

Brownsville

Sark and Sydney are compelled to help retrieve a defector in Korea.

Alias, het, adventure/drama, Sydney, Sark, Jack Bristow, Eric Weiss, rated R, words, 39 KB, 3.1.04, standard disclaimers apply.

a kiss before lying

Four Crossings series, post-S3 Crossings AUs.

Cell sex, voyuerism, bitterness, and chains.

Alias, het, voyuerism, Sydney Bristow, Sark, Vaughn, rated R, words, 24 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

when it all comes down to dust

Sark sends her to the floor with a fast, unflinching blow and he's coming at Vaughn, intelligent and alien as an orca and combat is his ocean, cold and unforgiving.

Alias, gen, adventure, Sark, Sydney Bristow, Vaughn, rated R, words, 14 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

non libet

The realistic result.

Alias, gen, adventure/drama, Sark, warning: character death, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Neruda

Like Walking On Knives

Even Sark doesn't know who he really is.

Alias, gen, adventure/drama, Sark, Jack Bristow, post-S2, rated R, words, 315 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

The Way We'll Go

Sydney's back, but she's still lost. Who is the enemy? And what strange allies did her father make while she was gone?

Alias, gen, adventure/drama, Sydney Bristow, Sark, coda fic for Like Walking On Knives, rated PG-13, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Unaffiliated

alternates

Five things that never happened to Mr. Sark.

Alias, gen and het, Sark, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Salida

Dancing around the truth.

Alias, gen, adventure/drama, Sark, Irina Derevko, rated PG-13, words, 4 KB, 8.16.03, standard disclaimers apply.

Ashes, Ashes, We All Fall Down

Two men in a room with two ghosts.

Alias, gen, vignette, Vaughn, Sark, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Scylla and Charybdis

Damned if you do, damned if you don't.

Alias, gen, drama, Irina Derevko, rated PG-13, words, 7 KB, 5.1.03, standard disclaimers apply.

Contortionist

A peek into Sark's head.

Alias, gen, Sark, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Sibling Rivalry

How do I betray thee? Let me count the ways.

Alias, gen, Sark, Sydney Bristow, rated PG-13, 100 words, 2 KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Tales Charon Tells

Five deaths for Irina.

Alias, gen, Irina Derevko, rated R, words, 20 KB, 1.27.05, standard disclaimers apply.

The Near and the Dear Ones

Forced by the weather to take shelter together.

Alias, AU, gen, holiday fic, Irina Derevko, Jack Bristow, Sydney Bristow, Sark, rated PG-13, words, 20 KB, 12.5.03, standard disclaimers apply.

As We Know It

Old alliances fail and new ones are forged in a race to uncover Rambaldi's endgame before the world self-destructs.

Alias, gen and het, adventure/apocafic, Sark, Sydney Bristow, rated R, words, KB, standard disclaimers apply.

Bad Wigs, Black Leather and Guns

Spy Barbie and Sparky and Formula #47.

Alias, het, humor, Sydney Bristow, Sark, rated R, words, 69 KB, 10.4.03, standard disclaimers apply.

Other Bad Wigs stories are posted to my journal and flocked.